Friday, January 30, 2009

Parallel Universe



This photo was taken probably a year and half ago. It was the last time i wore that jacket until today. That was a weird day, today was a weird day.

Tuesday, January 27, 2009

i smile and weep at the same time



THE MOST ADORABLEY SAD THING I HAVE EVER SEEEEEEEEEEEEN

Once Apon a Time.....

i used to make paintings

Monday, January 26, 2009

RIGHT NOW



i need this girl back in my liiiiiiiiiife

back, back, back it up

Sunday, January 25, 2009

Dude, its art



summer is better than winter pt2



a man and his dog

1994? 2009?

my studio

i am in LOOOOOVE




daydream that shit

yes? no?




Leather sweaters? Does that even make sense? Do I like this? How do i feel? IM SO CONFUSED

Saturday, January 24, 2009

FYI

What is Narcissism?

A pattern of traits and behaviors which signify infatuation and obsession with one's self to the exclusion of all others and the egotistic and ruthless pursuit of one's gratification, dominance and ambition.

Most narcissists (75%) are men.

NPD is one of a "family" of personality disorders (formerly known as "Cluster B").

Other members: Borderline PD, Antisocial PD and Histrionic PD.

NPD is often diagnosed with other mental health disorders ("co-morbidity") - or with substance abuse, or impulsive and reckless behaviors ("dual diagnosis").

NPD is new (1980) mental health category in the Diagnostic and Statistics Manual (DSM).

There is only scant research regarding narcissism. But what there is has not demonstrated any ethnic, social, cultural, economic, genetic, or professional predilection to NPD.

It is estimated that 0.7-1% of the general population suffer from NPD.

Pathological narcissism was first described in detail by Freud. Other major contributors are: Klein, Horney, Kohut, Kernberg, Millon, Roningstam, Gunderson, Hare.

The onset of narcissism is in infancy, childhood and early adolescence. It is commonly attributed to childhood abuse and trauma inflicted by parents, authority figures, or even peers.

There is a whole range of narcissistic reactions - from the mild, reactive and transient to the permanent personality disorder.

Narcissists are either "Cerebral" (derive their narcissistic supply from their intelligence or academic achievements) - or "Somatic" (derive their narcissistic supply from their physique, exercise, physical or sexual prowess and "conquests").

Narcissists are either "Classic" - see definition below - or they are "Compensatory", or "Inverted" - see definitions here: "The Inverted Narcissist".

NPD is treated in talk therapy (psychodynamic or cognitive-behavioral). The prognosis for an adult narcissist is poor, though his adaptation to life and to others can improve with treatment. Medication is applied to side-effects and behaviors (such as mood or affect disorders and obsession-compulsion) - usually with some success.

Friday, January 23, 2009

Thursday, January 22, 2009

MOM! I'M HOME!!



My future husband

Is it really as simple/complicated as that?



How does this relate to reading people's minds?

Wednesday, January 21, 2009

Ryan John Bauer is My Darling Boy


same shirt, different day



sneaking into amusement park rides

Come Back To My Floor





I want to hang out

Just Like a Woman



If I had just one ounce of the attiitude that these girls have..... They are unstoppable. (NOTE the bandaged nose, doubtful that its plastic surgery. Girl totally beat a bitch down for lookin at her the wrong way)

Tuesday, January 20, 2009

deepcuts+noblood

I had no idea that one could almost completely sever a finger and not bleed. I am traumatized.

a long time ago

Thursday, January 15, 2009

The Joys of Down

If my bed gets anymore comfortable I fear I will never leave....

On a side note, doing coke, K, xanax and smoking hash will create nicely rendered body art (by warran)

Monday, January 12, 2009

check ya laterrr

helping a friend moving (i.e., getting first dibs on everything he doesnt want). i got a moby dick pop up book and a new couch! SCHWING!! thanks aric

Sunday, January 11, 2009

Summer is better than winter

sometimes ryan eats alot of acid



before we were almost arrested and before i crashed my bike into the ground



Attention please!

before i go any farther, i would like to thank sofie hodara for her patience and support while i expand my internet personality. thank you.

Little Instruments




RJB and Mike P(arisi), little boys

All I ever want